today just had my history..sigh...12marks already gone..
stupid germany...i ask everyone..all say only after the rise of hitler..
n..i did studied...but.....today...the Q...part b got hitler...but part a le..it came out on before hitler.....i was like.....HOW!!!!!!!!! 12 marks like tat gone........sigh....
den tml is chi exam..for only who r retaking only...sigh.....i kinda regret not taking chi...sigh...haiz...think i will end up either in ITE or sign on in NS after getting result...
sigh...i have taken a wrong step already...first is my dnt..
sigh..y on earth did i choose to go to mr ng in the first place..sigh..
ok...i knw he is a gd teacher...but the problem is...his method of handling students...totally sark..sigh..he ar...i got nth to say...1 moment say beri gd......later another moment...he will come scold u like fark...
i think he is beri bias oso......fark him knn...ever since the day he came as dnt teacher when i was sec 3..he keep aimming mi already........just becuz i couldnt ans his Q......just 1 stupid Q.....from den on.....he keep aimming mi...n ignoring mi.....sigh...
maybe if i didnt choose him in the first place...my dnt could at least get a B...now le...now even a F9...
sigh...other ppl total have 7 subject.....mi le? 6 subject only.....if 1 of my subject fail...tats goes my l1r5.....sigh...tihnk its already the end of mi..
my chi already c6...im aimming for l1r5 less den 20...how to.....sigh.....chi already c6..eng i confirm c6...already 12 liao.....left 8 marks for 4 subject........how to????????
im aimming for sci n pa for at least A2..if can A1.....but maths ???????? sigh....i want a B3 at least den HM...hope oso at least B3...but still in total it would be 22 for l1r5......where on eath can i go?????????/ nursing course? NO!!!!!!!!!!!
no!!!!!! not tat.....i want to go accounting course........i aimmming for tat!!!!!!!!!!!!
sigh...but with my standard like tat now...n im slacking like hell....compare to amanda n lucas...mi just only using 1% of their hard work n effort...
sigh...i have already ruin my life already...
now...just take step by step lor...if cannot get into accountancy..c got wat courses.....if not...sign on NS lor..haiz
who ask mi...taken a wrong step lar..only cause misery to myself...only cause suffer for mi.....so dumb n stupid of mi.....
wat a dumbass to ruin his own life..
i just wanna knw......wat is life abt?????
to survive?
to study hard to make life a better life?
love?
wat is it abt?
can anyone tell mi abt tat.....
i dun think any1 knws......cuz no1 on this earth knws abt it...
y r we living earth for?
y did GOD created us?
making us as a toy to play with?
to c us suffering or having happiness?
y must life have bad things..den we can c the gd things?
y must there be bad guys.....den we can have gd guys?
maybe im asking crappy stuff...maybe ppl might be thinking im an idiot down here thinking of this stuff for wat..
sigh...